Well hello there...

Where have you been???  Oh, is it me who disappeared?  yea, it was me!  Well, I'm here, trying to make a come back!  I've been busy these past few months, and got sort of lost in all of the madness!  I'm thankful the Holidays are over!  I'm thankful for the new year.  I'm ready for some change, and trying to find the strength to make those changes.  I'm trying to get over "temporary satisfactions" and try to focus more on long term happiness!  I'm trying to remember, "does the good out weigh the bad?  or vice versa?".  I don't want to hurt anyone, but prolonging is hurting.  I'm being a coward, and afraid of losing a friend, and that temporary satisfaction.  So, I've been racking my mind with what to do, and how to do it, or is that what I really want.  So, we'll see.

I'll post more regularly, and I'm coming up with some new ideas for a blog.  Something i'm really passionate about, but scared about the judgment of it all.  More details to come!!!